Thursday, July 26, 2012

Nervous Nelly

I forgot my wallet today, even though I made a really great lunch. I'm real anxious and excited all at once, I have a stomach ache the size of the United Kingdom. I made a really neat breakfast of fried egg, over easy, spinach and mushrooms. I'm craving spagehetti and Jme is coming over tonight. I don't know if I can canoe or fall out of the boat. Get bit by a red headed rattlesnake. Sometimes I want to look into the future and either possess the dread or own the happiness.

Monday, July 23, 2012

How Long?

We all face this question. How long will it last? Whether it's a good thing, or a great feeling, or the horrible feeling of dread. I'm nervous. But in a good way. I'm optimistic, and full of joy. Remembering that just because things are not what we imagined, doesn't make it a failure. It's just a different plan. Different isn't a boo boo. Different is beautiful. I have to remember to embrace it.

Thursday, July 5, 2012

New Phase

Every day is a new day, and even when things don't go exactly as planned. It's okay. I am changing, and so is everyone else. Just like the moon, new phase is already in progress.