Open my ears for listening. This is a need. My plea. Radiant. Better.
Elegant. Dramatic. Beautiful.
Survival. Of the fittest.
Rebuilding. Fresh. Fought hard. Handle. On things. Reality.
For the past few days, I haven't felt "ON."
How many "End of the worlds have you lived through?"
And still lived.
I need to be where my heart lies. And not leave it to die.
I smell the fire but have no idea how to start it.
I pray for motivation. For it all to be better.
I pray for solid leads.
I pray for something. A glimmer.
Hidden in my heart.
I pray for discernment.
For grace to learn to forgive.
What ifs and how tos.
I need to be outside. BUT its so doggone cold.
I need to go look around.